Episode 46
Harmony Within: Navigating The Mind Through Yoga Meditation, Overcoming Negative Bias, Cultivating Stillness, And Shifting to Positive Thoughts With NaRon Tillman
Welcome to "Mindful You," where host Alan Carroll engages in a thought-provoking conversation with NaRon Tillman. In this insightful episode, they delve into the transformative power of yoga meditation, exploring the nuances of negative bias and the art of cultivating stillness within. Discover the profound ability to shift anxious thoughts towards positivity, understanding that everything unfolds within the realm of the mind. The discussion extends to the concepts of disembodied and embodied states, offering a unique perspective on the mind-body connection. Tune in as they explore the philosophy of giving up something to attain your goals, creating a space for mindfulness and self-discovery. Join Alan and NaRon on a journey of introspection and growth on the "Mindful You" podcast.
About The Guest:
NaRon Tillman is the grand master of the practice of mindfulness and spiritual maturity. He possesses a unique teaching style forged through his upbringing in the housing projects in Far Rockaway, NY. He is a rare combination of deep Christian faith, traditional Pastoring, as well as being a transformational yoga and mindfulness teacher serving as director of Urban Yogis (urbanyogis.org). NaRon is the host of Walk In Victory Podcast, producer of The Mindful Marketer training program, husband, dad, and he loves his brothers and sisters in Christ.
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Alan Carroll is an Educational Psychologist who specializes in Transpersonal Psychology. He founded Alan Carroll & Associates 30 years ago and before that, he was a Senior Sales Training Consultant for 10 years at Digital Equipment Corporation. He has dedicated his life in search of mindfulness tools that can be used by everyone (young and old) to transform their ability to speak at a professional level, as well as, to reduce the psychological suffering caused by the misidentification with our ego and reconnect to the vast transcendent dimension of consciousness that lies just on the other side of the thoughts we think and in between the words we speak.
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Transcript
Welcome back to another episode of the mindful
Alan Carroll:you podcast. I'm Alan Carroll. And I have the privilege and the
Alan Carroll:fun of being a host in the space of mindfulness. And we get to
Alan Carroll:listen to various people who have chosen various paths in
Alan Carroll:order to contribute the benefits of mindfulness to the world
Alan Carroll:around them. And today, neuron. Tillman is our guest neuron.
Alan Carroll:Interesting. He born and raised Queens, New York outside of
Alan Carroll:Manhattan, tough environment, violent environment, crime and
Alan Carroll:crime environment, drug environment, addiction
Alan Carroll:environment, noise environment, always moving always loud, boom,
Alan Carroll:boom, boom, boom, boom. And he transformed out of that
Alan Carroll:environment, through the practice of meditation through
Alan Carroll:the practice of yoga, practice of breathing, practice of
Alan Carroll:mindfulness. And then he got connected with Deepak Chopra,
Alan Carroll:his foundation of bringing this dimension of healing, the yoga,
Alan Carroll:the meditation and the breathing into the inner city schools,
Alan Carroll:where the agitation is extreme. And he shared a story in the
Alan Carroll:beginning that he came to the principals of schools of nine
Alan Carroll:and it won't work around here. They can't, they can't sit still
Alan Carroll:for and do things like that they're always moving. And so
Alan Carroll:what he did is he started the mindful exercises with body
Alan Carroll:movement, and entered into that stillness, exercise. And he
Alan Carroll:said, after a series of lessons, the group who was always
Alan Carroll:agitated, was able to actually close her eyes and become still
Alan Carroll:for 10 minutes. And that was a major breakthrough that
Alan Carroll:disrupted the automaticity of their life. So they begin to
Alan Carroll:wake up and begin to have more of a choice. And then he talks
Alan Carroll:about how it affects the physical body, and the health of
Alan Carroll:the physical body. So he's sharing and plot Plus, he's also
Alan Carroll:a preacher, from the Pentecostal direction, and a lot of energy
Alan Carroll:in that church. And so he's able to bring in flavors of
Alan Carroll:Christianity, the wisdom of the Bible, the result of the
Alan Carroll:Christianity point of view, and tied in with a mindfulness point
Alan Carroll:of view. And he said, After practicing mindfulness and
Alan Carroll:meditation for 11 years, his understanding of the Scriptures
Alan Carroll:has totally changed. Totally changed. What he was looking at
Alan Carroll:the scriptures 11 years ago, and now what he sees is different,
Alan Carroll:as he has attained that state of mindfulness. So it was fun
Alan Carroll:talking with neuron. And I'm sure that you will also enjoy
Alan Carroll:his talking, and how he brings the healing Enos of mindfulness
Alan Carroll:not only to the inner city schools, but to all over all
Alan Carroll:over to corporations to foundations in order to bring
Alan Carroll:that healing energy to those people who has a lot of
Alan Carroll:agitation and need to become more still. So please welcome
Alan Carroll:neuron, Tillman to the mindful you, podcast. And who am I
Alan Carroll:clapping for? I'm clapping for neuron. Tillman. And why am I
Alan Carroll:clapping today for the Ron Tillman, I'll tell you why. He
Alan Carroll:has spent the last 11 years playing in a space that is not a
Alan Carroll:comfortable space. And, and he's been able to bring mindfulness,
Alan Carroll:the tools of mindfulness, the healing of mindfulness into a
Alan Carroll:space, which is, as as he described to me is, I would say,
Alan Carroll:a lot of agitation. And mindfulness is about stillness.
Alan Carroll:So anybody who can bring stillness, into a space of
Alan Carroll:agitation is a healer, healing that suffering that is caused by
Alan Carroll:the agitation. So I have today ladies and gentlemen, a healer,
Alan Carroll:a healer from New York City, and his name is neurone. Tillman, I
Alan Carroll:want to welcome you and also thank you, neuron for the work
Alan Carroll:that you're doing, and environments that are that are
Alan Carroll:in need. he'd have work like that. So I'd like to pass the
Alan Carroll:baton or pass the mic over to you. And have you described a
Alan Carroll:little bit about who you are and how you got to do what you're
Alan Carroll:doing. And really, I was just going to be fun to hear you
Alan Carroll:talk, because to bring healing into that environment is a gift
Alan Carroll:from God. So go ahead and introduce.
NaRon Tillman:Thank you, Alan, for having me on. take delight
NaRon Tillman:in being able to share with you and audience about mindfulness
NaRon Tillman:in the work that we do. I'm a pastor have been pastoring for
NaRon Tillman:2015 years. I've been preaching since I was 24. I just turned
NaRon Tillman:48. So 24 years. And it's a it's a weird Road, me learning
NaRon Tillman:mindfulness. I'm from a Pentecostal background. And
NaRon Tillman:during Hurricane Sandy, I met my teacher, Eddie Stern, who
NaRon Tillman:happens to be working in a community that I grew up in that
NaRon Tillman:was hard hit by Sandy. And he brought me in as a mentor to
NaRon Tillman:work with some new for young adults in another area of
NaRon Tillman:Queens. And it would teach them yoga and mindfulness. And I said
NaRon Tillman:to myself, that part of Queens, I got to see this. So I went,
NaRon Tillman:and I kept coming back, and I kept coming back. And that was
NaRon Tillman:about 11 or 12 years ago. And I started out as a mentor to them,
NaRon Tillman:just bringing them basic mentorship. So they were
NaRon Tillman:teaching the best of mindfulness practices to youth and young
NaRon Tillman:adults through Deepak Chopra, his vision and Eric afford
NaRon Tillman:revision. So
Alan Carroll:let's, let's just slow down that because that's
Alan Carroll:the I'm not too familiar with Erica, but I'm definitely
Alan Carroll:familiar with Deepak. So so go ahead and share with our
Alan Carroll:audience who may not know who Deepak Chopra is. So
Unknown:Deepak Chopra is a world renowned mindset coach, I
Unknown:call him but he's a scientist. And he, and he, and he's really
Unknown:beneficial. And bringing all of this together. We went, we'd
Unknown:have some certification and meditation through the Chopra
Unknown:Foundation, and, and all of that, and this was his
Unknown:brainchild. He met Erica and Erica was angry because of gun
Unknown:violence. And she was saying nobody's doing anything. And
Unknown:then he calls the question, did you try meditation. And she was
Unknown:like, if you helped me get a program, I'll try meditation.
Unknown:And he helped build the program. 11 years later, we have urban
Unknown:Yogi's. And, and it was a beautiful thing. So we started
Unknown:out in that area. And from that journey from that beginning,
Unknown:from that seed being planted, me being a preacher just saying to
Unknown:myself, that these guys are not going to do meditation in the
Unknown:middle of the projects, because we were in a house with they
Unknown:call it housing projects. And I'm watching them do it. And I'm
Unknown:watching them come back weekend and week out. And I started to
Unknown:practice,
Alan Carroll:you started to practice the yoga and
Alan Carroll:meditation. I
Unknown:started to practice yoga and meditation, I was doing
Unknown:meditation, I thought I was doing yoga. And when I started
Unknown:practicing, I realized that I didn't know anything about
Unknown:meditation, anything about you. And it got me deeper into the
Unknown:practice. And they opened up my mindset, to the possibilities of
Unknown:real using imagination and stuff. And what really helped me
Unknown:to get deeper into the practice. And I didn't start teaching just
Unknown:yet. I was mentoring them on lifestyle, stuff I had about
Unknown:like high blood pressure. And I used to go into the schools and
Unknown:sell the program to the schools. And I'm telling the schools
Unknown:about all the wonderful benefits of this program, right? helps to
Unknown:bring down hypertension, it helps to bring down helps to
Unknown:broaden the focus, it helps to do this, it helps to do that.
Unknown:And I got in my car and I was like, I'm here, I was taking
Unknown:this medicine. And it was making me feel lethargic. And I was
Unknown:like I'm telling them that all these benefits that mindfulness
Unknown:meditation and yoga does, and I'm not even really living out
Unknown:to benefits. Right, right. Yeah.
Alan Carroll:Absolutely.
Unknown:Four days a week, hour and a half day, sometimes five
Unknown:days will be blood pressure change, everything's started.
Unknown:Life started looking different from for me, my understanding of
Unknown:Scripture, I will meditate on Scripture as my understanding
Unknown:for scripture starting broader so now I can really I became
Unknown:engrossed in the thing that I was saying that was going to
Unknown:help you for young adult. I realized that it can help me to
Alan Carroll:just not nice
Unknown:as teaching and it's it's been a it's been a
Unknown:wonderful journey. We've been We've been highlighted on Good
Unknown:Morning America, local news. For the work that we do, we've
Unknown:worked with Sonim Foundation, bring we were able to bring yoga
Unknown:in schools we, because we had a foundation behind us. And so in
Unknown:California, we were able to fight against the institution
Unknown:that said yoga was a religion. And, and it wanted to ban yoga
Unknown:and mindfulness work from schools. So we've been able to
Unknown:be a product that's
Alan Carroll:in California, they were talking about that.
Alan Carroll:Yes, California is usually the people that are the leading edge
Alan Carroll:of yoga and meditation, not the ones that are gay
Unknown:in San Francisco, but Sao Paulo walks out, they
Unknown:wonder, one of the mothers was, was a devout Christian and she
Unknown:viewed yoga, like we were, we were trying to teach religion,
Unknown:the religion of yoga, indoctrinate their child with
Unknown:yoga practices. We work with NFL three play 60 in Kansas City and
Unknown:the Kansas City Chiefs. We've done a lot with the Chicago
Unknown:Bulls Foundation, Hilton foundation. So we've, we've been
Unknown:able to move from just focusing in on in a city, and our slogan
Unknown:was healthy, happy kids, to now yoga is for everybody. It
Unknown:doesn't matter. If you're a kid, if you're in school, whatever
Unknown:your yoga is for everybody, and mindfulness. And a mindful work
Unknown:is for everyone.
Alan Carroll:Boy, what a what a mission, that you're on what
Alan Carroll:your being a preacher to being a preacher of wanting, wanting to
Alan Carroll:preach, wanting to spread the word out. So you get to choose
Alan Carroll:what words that you want to spread. And if you're spreading
Alan Carroll:the words of mindfulness in the words of meditation and the
Alan Carroll:words of yoga and the words of spirituality and Deepak Chopra,
Alan Carroll:and, and this this, this space, represents a big, big, powerful
Alan Carroll:energy of stillness. And boy, that's a good way of describing
Alan Carroll:because people become in meditation, let's talk about
Alan Carroll:Alright, so now we got 11 years of research. What? So yeah, so
Alan Carroll:what what has changed? What what has changed in the statistics of
Alan Carroll:my mathematician scientific Deepak Chopra? Okay, so how many
Alan Carroll:students did this what Jade? Sure, show me some facts, you
Alan Carroll:know, in Iran, and maybe I'll donate some money.
Unknown:So when we go into a school, right? You have, you
Unknown:have this different dynamic. We learned about in church, we call
Unknown:it sin, sin, sin, inherited sin, but in science, they call it
Unknown:negative bias, right? I grew up in New housing projects, but
Alan Carroll:it's not in science. They call it what
Alan Carroll:negative
Unknown:bias negative bias and get we link, our thought process
Unknown:leads to more negative influence more negative impressions, more
Unknown:so than positive impressions.
Alan Carroll:So sin would be towards the negative side. The
Alan Carroll:other side all right, I got it. All right, negative thoughts and
Alan Carroll:all right, sort
Unknown:of negative thoughts. But imagine growing up in an
Unknown:environment where it is a food desert. Violence, you become
Unknown:numb to sex you become numb to addictions, whether is drug
Unknown:addictions, alcohol addictions, that all this is all at your,
Unknown:that you're inundated with all day. So your first impressions
Unknown:that are in your mind are all of these compounding biases are
Unknown:compounding things that tells you that these are okay, this is
Unknown:okay to just punch somebody in the face to just take something
Unknown:that don't belong to you to do because you're in survival mode.
Unknown:And then what we ingest actually helps to trigger these these
Unknown:biases or these things that now become our through our
Unknown:subconscious thought process. This becomes our auto Matic
Unknown:motion. This is what we do. So when I go into school, and I say
Unknown:to principal, we do yoga, I'm going to bring up the first
Unknown:thing that the principal said, our kids want to do that. So
Unknown:when we when we're able to get a youth or young adult at a
Unknown:certain age, we can start to slow down the process and you
Unknown:start to see them come into life. I think you're frozen. On
Alan Carroll:here I'm frozen. It's not frozen as Mesmer is
Alan Carroll:mesmerized. You're so relevant.
Unknown:So Alan, you start to see them coming to life, right?
Unknown:You start to you start to see people doing moves Bringing back
Unknown:the child like mindset, you start to see them passing
Unknown:classes because they can sit down and focus, you start to get
Unknown:them to keep quiet. So when I when I, when I go into a
Unknown:classroom, and imagine now all of that now in the education
Unknown:system, there's 35 to 40 kids in the class in these communities.
Unknown:So I have to start with trying to get them to be quiet for one
Unknown:minute. The reason why we use movement and and because I was a
Unknown:kid who couldn't sit still. So I said, we have to have movement
Unknown:we have to do, because I've worked with other organizations
Unknown:that just wanted to do breathing and meditation, like you can't
Unknown:go into a community of people that always move in and then
Unknown:tell them to sit down. So the movement and the breath work
Unknown:with the movement, gets them move, gets them up, gets them
Unknown:going. Now if I can get them to be quiet for a minute to shut
Unknown:down the computer, and I can start putting in some of these
Unknown:positive affirmations. For one, every negative thought think of
Unknown:three positive thoughts to reinforce that. Get them
Unknown:breathing in the nostrils, touching the brain, given the
Unknown:breadth of color, for when you breathe in, and light color, and
Unknown:fill it like filling your body like a balloon when you breathe
Unknown:out a dark color. And that darkness is the violence that
Unknown:you think if I can get them to just start to listen to their
Unknown:own subconscious thoughts. So a lot of times I get them to
Unknown:listen to what is your most dominant thought and thinking
Unknown:about food, I think, and you should hear some of the stuff
Unknown:that people blurt out because they are so uncomfortable. We
Unknown:are so uncomfortable being silent, because we grow up in
Unknown:this environment where it's always noise. The gunshots the
Unknown:music is loud. The TV is loud, we we talk to each other, we
Unknown:play cards, we talk loud, we go to a party is noise noise noise.
Unknown:Now I'm saying and even in church, everything is loud.
Unknown:Someone are coming out, say everybody just be quiet.
Unknown:Somebody's gotta make a fart sound or do something because
Unknown:they can't sit in silence. But then six months in, it's moved
Unknown:from a minute. And I put that time. And I'm like, wow, I got
Unknown:them to sit for 10 minutes in silence. No fart silence. No
Unknown:biting, wiggling, nobody touching the person next to
Unknown:them. Nobody trying to whisper it's a powerful thing.
Alan Carroll:You bet. You bet. The ability to become still, you
Alan Carroll:point you make so many points about the environment that I
Alan Carroll:don't live in the environment that you described. I tried to
Alan Carroll:live in an environment where Superman lived on Antarctica
Alan Carroll:called the Fortress of Solitude. I want to I want to close the
Alan Carroll:door, I want to eliminate all noise. I want to get the most
Alan Carroll:stillness environment that I can possibly get. And if you have
Alan Carroll:any connections to the university, I think it's
Alan Carroll:Berkeley has a room that is so quiet. That you know maybe it's
Alan Carroll:Salt Lake City, you can hear your breath. And it's so loud
Alan Carroll:because the room is so that stillness, the way you described
Alan Carroll:it. What I loved about it was it's doable. It's doable. It's
Alan Carroll:not. It's not woowoo. Maybe you can't No. Notice that every
Alan Carroll:thought that you think there's no there's no space at all,
Alan Carroll:between the thoughts that you speak. And there's no space
Alan Carroll:between the thoughts that you think. So if we can disrupt
Alan Carroll:that, if we can, if we can do a disruptive technology to the
Alan Carroll:pattern of the speaking by inserting emptiness and silence
Alan Carroll:between the sounds, to have the realization that there is an
Alan Carroll:empty space between this sound and this sound, and that opens
Alan Carroll:the portal that allows you to drop into that space of sea of
Alan Carroll:emptiness. That is that that reduces the suffering that
Alan Carroll:you're experiencing on the surface in the storm. And so you
Alan Carroll:are calming the waters. And Jesus did that. I believe
Alan Carroll:somewhere in the scriptures. You are leading us beside the still
Alan Carroll:waters. You are guiding us you are demonstrating what what what
Alan Carroll:in Christianity they've written all over the place, but you're
Alan Carroll:able to bring that healing the Spirit of God into the schools
Alan Carroll:now. Watch out with that one. Because people are gonna say no
Alan Carroll:Religion in the schools will religion is. Religion is
Alan Carroll:spiritual healing, the purpose of religion is to, to bring
Alan Carroll:peace, stillness. So anyway, you got to do that. And boy,
Alan Carroll:wonderful things you've been doing. This is great.
Alan Carroll:Congratulations.
Unknown:Thank you. So we started working. I work with a
Unknown:few churches now. And they're seniors, and trying to bring
Unknown:back motion and movement. But we use breathwork, silence and
Unknown:meditation and visualization. I've learned over the last few
Unknown:years, talking to some of my quantum physics buddies, about
Unknown:the power of visualization, about the power of futuristic
Unknown:thinking, and how that is actually helping with, with the
Unknown:work that we've already been doing. The great thing about
Unknown:energy. And the great thing about the laws of attraction is
Unknown:if you start putting something in motion, gotta bring people in
Unknown:your path that help you move forward and give you great ideas
Unknown:to help you with the work that you're doing. So with our
Unknown:seniors, we were talking about, again, and communities that we
Unknown:eat, we may have bad diets, fried chicken, collard greens,
Unknown:and all that stuff. Stuff that brings inflammation in the body,
Unknown:stuff that causes disease to fester in the body, stuff that
Unknown:causes our limbs to tighten up and there, there's no motion,
Unknown:there's no proper breath work, there's no so I spit in our, in
Unknown:some facilities, working with senior citizens. And we talk
Unknown:about breathwork. And I can say to them, be mindful. Now how can
Unknown:I say, these are in church context, because of me, being a
Unknown:pastor, I know how the scriptures now look different to
Unknown:me than I did when I first started pastoring.
Alan Carroll:Give me an example. Show me that you have
Alan Carroll:one in mind that has a new revelation to it.
Unknown:Yes. So the Bible says Be anxious for nothing. But in
Unknown:all things to prayer and supplication, let your requests
Unknown:be made known to God thinks on those things. Don't think of the
Unknown:thing that makes you anxious. So that Be anxious for nothing
Unknown:means don't be don't don't have the thoughts of anxiety. But I
Unknown:want you to shift your anxious bring your conscious thoughts,
Unknown:to think on those things which are lovely. Think on those
Unknown:things which are pure. Think on those things which have a good
Unknown:report, sing songs that make you happy. Think on those things. So
Unknown:the the thing is that what opened up to me is that before
Unknown:we would look up to heaven, and tell God to bring down
Unknown:blessings. The carpet sent down the blessing and we were crying
Unknown:out Yeah. And we're waiting for blessings to come. But when I
Unknown:saw that scripture revolutionized me, he didn't
Unknown:say, wait for me to send down blessing. He said, I don't want
Unknown:you to be anxious, I want you to think I want you to take the
Unknown:actions. Think on those things which are pure. In other words,
Unknown:I want you to transform, I want you to rewire the way that you
Unknown:are thinking. So when I have you in a meditative stance, I can
Unknown:use that scripture in meditation. This is what you're
Unknown:doing. I want you to shift your thoughts from the things that's
Unknown:making you anxious, and start thinking of some things that
Unknown:make you smile, start thinking of some things. So what I do
Unknown:with the singers visualization, I say think about something that
Unknown:you used to love doing that you can't do no more. Whether it's
Unknown:dancing, singing and visualize that visualize yourself doing
Unknown:that thing. If he was playing sports, visualize yourself
Unknown:playing sports. Now think of the you in the present time doing
Unknown:those things. What does that look like? The present you doing
Unknown:something that you used to love doing that you can't do no more.
Unknown:That's why we're here. So we can get the mobility back. So when I
Unknown:was coming up, grandma used to say, we thank God for the
Unknown:activities of our lives. And then they're like, Yeah, all
Unknown:right. So now let's get those limbs active again. Right?
Unknown:Because we thinking on those things. So we remove the number
Unknown:one, I can do all things and they finish to Christ extract
Unknown:me. So I don't want you to come into my class telling me I can't
Unknown:do it. I don't want you to come in and say Ha, the doctor said I
Unknown:can't. Right. So we talked about micro movements. I may not be
Unknown:able to do this today, but I want you to monitor
Unknown:and do this. Yeah, yeah, I can do
Unknown:this. Yeah, right. And if I keep doing this through repetition,
Unknown:through coming back to sitting in that chair, to get on that
Unknown:mat, if I keep doing this, eventually I'll be able to do
Unknown:this. I have a class on Wednesday nights that were 90%
Unknown:Chair bound. None of them have chairs no more. I call one of
Unknown:the ladies Mama Mama through to walk away she comes in and she's
Unknown:on a mat, she does downward upward dogs, she does some
Unknown:citation, a modified citation beaks keeps those arms up she
Unknown:can, she can do some things that some of the younger ladies can
Unknown:do. Because she kept coming back, and wants to see it work
Unknown:to see them get their lives back. I'm not I'm talking about
Unknown:but I do want to share an experience that just happened to
Unknown:me. I work in a homeless shelter. And I was teaching a
Unknown:mother and daughter. And it's a six week program. And it's a
Unknown:train to train and we train other people to do. So. We want
Unknown:to go into the facility that was using this facility as a model.
Unknown:So that we can build in a facility a mindfulness program
Unknown:to urban Yogi's, and the mother has had a disease, I don't want
Unknown:to say what it was because I can't remember whether it's
Unknown:lupus or Ms. But it meant she wasn't she was chair about. And
Unknown:she walk with a walker, but she she really was chair. And we,
Unknown:during this practice, I play affirmations in the background.
Unknown:So and I am I am healed, I am. And these things are playing
Unknown:while we're doing a yoga. And that's becoming an is, you know,
Unknown:I'm helping them to reimagine they don't know what he's doing.
Unknown:But it's putting new impressions into the subconscious while we
Unknown:do our practice. So I told him to think of something that you
Unknown:want to do that you can't do now stain visualization, she said,
Unknown:she's engaged, and she wants to be able to walk down the aisle.
Unknown:So one day, she gets up out of a chair, and she starts walking
Unknown:around the room. And her daughter's behind her. And she's
Unknown:shaking, and she's walking her and I am is going and she's
Unknown:saying it out loud. She goes to the doctor, she has a trauma, a
Unknown:traumatic experience. This is the one Wednesday night that we
Unknown:can a body goes through trauma, the resistance comes she tells
Unknown:the director I can't do that no more is making me sick. She
Unknown:didn't see the small movement, the micro movement and victory.
Unknown:All she could do was lean. And I never got a chance to talk to
Unknown:her again. Because I can't get into the facility. I don't I
Unknown:don't have that. Because I can explain to her. What happens is
Unknown:the negative bias is going to rise up because that's what it
Unknown:says I own your body. She I'm hopefully I'm gonna do an event
Unknown:this afternoon. We're doing it we do yoga pop ups. I pray that
Unknown:she comes out
Alan Carroll:yeah. Let's let's just say this, this the
Alan Carroll:alignment on that we pray that she shows up today. And
Unknown:that this is what happens. When you start to when
Unknown:you start to think and transform, we start to see
Unknown:transformation. It gets worse. And then it gets better to see
Unknown:goes into the dark and then it harvests into reality.
Alan Carroll:Very, very sweet. Very sweet. You you describe
Alan Carroll:something about Eckhart Tolle, who's a good friend of Deepak
Alan Carroll:Chopra. I've watched them on YouTube together, talks about
Alan Carroll:the the thought that you're thinking most people you said
Alan Carroll:65 80,000 thoughts a day, go go go through your mind. And, and
Alan Carroll:Raja Yoga is about the management of the thoughts that
Alan Carroll:that you think. And one of the basic things that you want to be
Alan Carroll:able to do is to be aware that you're thinking, and once I'm
Alan Carroll:aware that I'm thinking, then it can begin to choose about, is
Alan Carroll:there beneficial? Is there benefits falling in this train
Alan Carroll:of thought? Is it harming my physical body. And so
Alan Carroll:immediately you realize those negative thoughts are physically
Alan Carroll:harming your physical body. And now I have the power to shift my
Alan Carroll:focus to things that are of a higher vibration. And I then
Alan Carroll:begin to speak in a way in which the Course of Miracles talks
Alan Carroll:about God cannot do for you. God cannot do for you, God help me,
Alan Carroll:God for you, that God cannot do through you. And when you start
Alan Carroll:to believe that you have the power to speak, to speak for the
Alan Carroll:Word of God, what would you say? Why would you do it? What you
Alan Carroll:would say would be love and compassion and joy and peace and
Alan Carroll:stillness and mindfulness? These are the things that you would
Alan Carroll:say if you're a god, no run. But you're saying this right now. So
Alan Carroll:you you speak for you speak. You speak for the song of the Holy
Alan Carroll:Spirit. I mean, it's it comes through mindfulness and the Holy
Alan Carroll:Spirit are definitely connected. And I'm in your scripture. So
Alan Carroll:I'd like to just just tap into that. What is the connection
Alan Carroll:that you see? When we talk about the Holy Spirit, the Spirit
Alan Carroll:beyond the physical and the mindfulness and the medicine
Alan Carroll:nation as a bridge to build to get to that space of, of
Alan Carroll:emptiness of spiritual where the Holy Spirit lives.
Unknown:The question, there's blockers that that come from. So
Unknown:we've talked about when when we talk about salvation, the
Unknown:misnomer is that we're being redeemed from a dark place,
Unknown:darkness and translated into light. So this translation
Unknown:happens most in a religious context, everything happens
Unknown:externally. But in its truest form, the pure response,
Unknown:everything happens mentally, in the mind.
Alan Carroll:Yeah, let's take say that again, because that's a
Alan Carroll:big deal. So, Say that one again, and add a little more
Alan Carroll:meat to it. Because the the idea that what you create in your
Alan Carroll:mind comes first is like, pretty important stuff.
Unknown:Yes. So in religious context, everything happens on
Unknown:the outside, meaning I go to church, I put on a suit. I got
Unknown:my Bible under my arm. I don't read it. But I have it. Yeah. I
Unknown:sing in a choir, I started to acquire all these. Yeah. And
Unknown:they say, I've been to church, all my life, all my life. But
Unknown:But you've been in church, but have you been renewed in the
Unknown:mind? Have you been transformed by the renewing of your mind?
Unknown:Have you been translated from darkness into light? So when we
Unknown:lose, use low vibration words, as believers, like I want? What
Unknown:the Bible says, I shall not want. But where does that
Unknown:happen? That happens first in the mind. Everything has to be
Unknown:realized in their minds. So the illuminating process of the
Unknown:Spirit, we talked about those words that play out and I had
Unknown:all of those thoughts that come across, but in between each
Unknown:thought were Deepak says is there there's a gap in between
Unknown:thoughts. And that's where the Spirit rests. That's where we
Unknown:found our sweet spot.
Alan Carroll:There's a gap between the thoughts. So to say
Alan Carroll:that, again,
Unknown:the gap in between the thoughts, it may seem like we
Unknown:have one long thought, but in between each start is it's a
Unknown:movement, it's a movement, what meditation and what, when we
Unknown:meditate, and I did a whole series on prayer and meditation,
Unknown:and why combining the two was important. what prayer does is
Unknown:prayer shapes, we use our words to help shape our thought. What
Unknown:meditation does is help open the gap, so that we can rest in the
Unknown:place of what we call discernment. That's where we get
Unknown:our discernment from a spirit or open up, would someone say our
Unknown:third eye, if we're not exercising, that we're going to
Unknown:have religious thoughts without being able to operate within the
Unknown:spirit of those doors. So we have people who say I love God,
Unknown:but then they'll go bomb a building. Because they feel like
Unknown:they're doing God a favor. But if they tap into that quiet
Unknown:place where the Spirit dwells, the more we tap in, the wider
Unknown:the longer the thoughts come, the more you start to see the
Unknown:gap in between each of those thoughts, the more things begin
Unknown:to slow down, it's like being a rookie playing football. And
Unknown:they say, I see Go Sam Darnell, and being a veteran that says,
Unknown:Oh, that guy moved to the left, I know that he's about to try to
Unknown:blitz, right, because he's, he's spent time in the study room,
Unknown:spent time with the Spirit, the Spirit, when we sing songs in
Unknown:church, and this is something I had to really come across him.
Unknown:When I sound like this, I sound anti church, and I'm not, we
Unknown:say, I want the spirit to come down. And we're pointing people
Unknown:to everything on a spiritual plane, from the outward. When
Unknown:everything that the person need is already inside of them, what
Unknown:we need to do is point them, redirect them to focus on what's
Unknown:already built in side of us, and tap into that which we already
Unknown:have. And then we start to see how everything slows down.
Unknown:Everything starts to make sense. And God doesn't become this big
Unknown:thing other than us, God dwells in us.
Alan Carroll:Beautiful, beautiful, the, the the idea in
Alan Carroll:Buddhism, of the distinction they make between a state of
Alan Carroll:disembodied mind. And the way I would describe this embodiment
Alan Carroll:is that you're lost in the thoughts. You're in the monkey
Alan Carroll:mind of the thoughts, the thoughts and thoughts and
Alan Carroll:thoughts. So 65,000 thoughts all day long, but thought thought
Alan Carroll:thought. And then they say, well, there's another state of
Alan Carroll:consciousness, called the embodied state of consciousness,
Alan Carroll:and the embodied state of consciousness and you're saying
Alan Carroll:goodbye to the disembodied state of consciousness and you're
Alan Carroll:saying hello to the, to the to an embodied state. Well, where's
Alan Carroll:this embodied state? Well, I wonder where the N body state
Alan Carroll:is. And so Breathing is embody, the grounding of your feet is
Alan Carroll:embodied. The visualization is a show that's going on, in bodied,
Alan Carroll:it's not a movie theater outside, it's a movie theater on
Alan Carroll:the inside. And so the more time that you're able to be embodied,
Alan Carroll:the further away you get from the disembodied state, which is
Alan Carroll:the thoughts. And the thoughts are like the gravity, the closer
Alan Carroll:the thought, the stronger the gravity, the further the thought
Alan Carroll:is away, the weaker the gravity. So the more you go in, the
Alan Carroll:further the gravity becomes. And so the influence that that
Alan Carroll:thought has on your actions becomes nothing. But in the
Alan Carroll:beginning, it was everything. But there
Unknown:was everything, nothing is nothing. And, you know, when
Unknown:I when I began to meditate, and begin to do this practice, I saw
Unknown:myself as a part of creation.
Alan Carroll:Not what said again, a power
Unknown:as a part of creation, oh,
Alan Carroll:part of you are a part of creation
Unknown:of all of creation. So yeah, I look at I look at all
Unknown:Creation differently. So when we talk about grounding is what
Unknown:triggered that thought. It was before he like, Oh, we're taught
Unknown:like we're better than the trees were better than in that
Unknown:context. Because we have a will, does it make us better, we are
Unknown:part of creation. And then we if we respect, all that, all that
Unknown:is embodied in creation, that all things were created for him
Unknown:by his good pleasure, then we have a better understanding of
Unknown:our place in creation. And not as a sovereign person or a
Unknown:sovereign being in creation, but as a participant in creation to
Unknown:bring forward love and harmony in the world. And
Alan Carroll:as you park the waves, between the thoughts, you
Alan Carroll:realized is a blank canvas there, and you then have the
Alan Carroll:power to paint on that Canvas, what you want to see outside.
Alan Carroll:And so obviously, I'll paint love, kindness and compassion.
Alan Carroll:And all of a sudden, I speak love, kindness, compassion, I
Alan Carroll:see love, kindness, compassion. And that's all I see. Because
Alan Carroll:that's my that's my reality. But what do you have to give up?
Alan Carroll:What do you have to give up? What hat? What do you got to
Alan Carroll:give up to park them waves? You got to give up something big in
Alan Carroll:order to do that. And most people, no way. Am I gonna give
Alan Carroll:that up new way. Oh, hold on that to the day I die. Jesus
Alan Carroll:told.
Unknown:I was always I was on a train yesterday, on my way to
Unknown:teach a class and I started thinking about the Scripture, we
Unknown:die daily. And I was like, Wow, I'm wondering, I really want to
Unknown:dive into what does that mean? We die daily. So we have to give
Unknown:up some stuff. What did I have to give up? I had to give up
Unknown:potato chips.
Alan Carroll:No, no, no, we're not giving up potato chips. No,
Alan Carroll:that's not. That's not
Unknown:my daddy been eating. Right. I had to go in. I know
Unknown:that sounds funny. But it was difficult because that was a
Unknown:snack that I lived with all my life. I can't remember not
Unknown:having potato chips. Right? Right. So but if I know that
Unknown:it's harming me, I had to give up baking. I know that it's
Unknown:home, because I'm aware now of what it's doing to me. So I keep
Unknown:doing it. And I go to the doctor, he's like, you gotta get
Unknown:your cholesterol down. And I go, Okay, I'm gonna get it down. But
Unknown:then I go, we'll have a bacon sandwich. I'm just aware of the
Unknown:ramifications of it. But I'm not actually giving anything up.
Unknown:Right? The number three killer in the world, not in America in
Unknown:the world. Number one and two fluctuates is heart disease and
Unknown:cancer fluctuates. Number three is medicine,
Alan Carroll:medicine, medicine, the medicine that we
Alan Carroll:take medicine
Unknown:that we think it's telling us.
Alan Carroll:Let you talk to my wife, she's a big believer in
Alan Carroll:not going to hospitals and watch those watch out for those
Alan Carroll:Western doctors. They wanted they want to treat you with
Alan Carroll:medicine. And whereas I like Deepak wants to treat me with
Alan Carroll:yoga and meditation. And I'd rather be treated with the
Alan Carroll:spiritual work of yoga and meditation and the breath work,
Alan Carroll:and it's just wonderful. So we're gonna we're gonna complete
Alan Carroll:our conversation but the conversation is not complete as
Alan Carroll:far as I'm concerned around you. You are your ability to speak
Alan Carroll:from the heart is real. rejuvenating, I think is a word
Alan Carroll:I would use, read, rejuvenate, rejuvenate the the power, of
Alan Carroll:stillness, as it is practically applied in situations and has a
Alan Carroll:healing effect. They couldn't stop for 10 seconds. Now they
Alan Carroll:can stop for 10 minutes. And my people might say, so what. But
Alan Carroll:in the first one, you are on that automatic reaction to
Alan Carroll:what's going on. But as you're able to shift over here, you now
Alan Carroll:have that 10 minutes of silence, to ponder what seeds that you
Alan Carroll:want to sow, in the garden of your reality. And you are you
Alan Carroll:have the seeds, you you sow the seed, you sow those attacks,
Alan Carroll:seeds, you live in attack reality, you sow the seeds of of
Alan Carroll:love and compassion and joy. You live in that reality. And so
Alan Carroll:you're sowing seeds of love and compassion and joy in a concrete
Alan Carroll:garden. And you're seeing little flowers, little things happen in
Alan Carroll:a concrete garden where they said, This is the lowest darkest
Alan Carroll:place, can't get any worse than this. And the way you vividly
Alan Carroll:described it of the daily bombardment of sound. Just you
Alan Carroll:personally, I was watching the news, which I never watch at six
Alan Carroll:o'clock. And I couldn't believe it actually physically affected
Alan Carroll:my body to hear all the negativity of the world coming
Alan Carroll:into my mind. Turn that sucker off right away. Because it has a
Alan Carroll:strong influence, but we don't think it does. And that's why
Alan Carroll:the power of meditation that you're bringing into the schools
Alan Carroll:and around the world is, is wonderful. Wonderful. So thank
Alan Carroll:you very, very, very much for being a wonderful guest. And I
Alan Carroll:look forward to having future conversations, because you're a
Alan Carroll:you're a cornucopia of love for people. So I like that very
Alan Carroll:much.
Unknown:Thank you. Thank you.
Alan Carroll:And anything that you'd like to say to the
Alan Carroll:audience if they wanted to reach out and how to contact you or
Alan Carroll:reach out how they can make donations to the foundations.
Alan Carroll:Now,
Unknown:right now, we're, we're rebranding everything with our
Unknown:website and everything. So we don't have our website up and
Unknown:going but it is urban Yogi's. And it's going to be open I had
Unknown:put as urban Yogi's book, our we have a PayPal, which is the
Unknown:church's Tillmann at one ministry. So that's the name of
Unknown:the email, dot church. Tillman at one ministries dot church,
Unknown:you can give it to our Patreon, and we have our business
Unknown:accounts and everything. But it's not connected to all our
Unknown:websites and stuff yet. So as soon as we get that up, I would
Unknown:love to get get back to you at that. But also, if anybody ever,
Unknown:this is my first time guessing. My one of my goals is to go out
Unknown:and start speaking and talk and like I sit down, I look at
Unknown:Deepak and I'm like I could do that. You can do that. You can
Unknown:do that really wonder, I really want to get involved. So if
Unknown:anybody my email is Tillman, two to nine@gmail.com. And we're
Unknown:always ready to get our speaker to share with anyone and I thank
Unknown:you for allowing us to come on and share what it is that we do.
Alan Carroll:Well. Excellent. And so we will we will continue
Alan Carroll:to speak be connected into the future because this sounds like
Alan Carroll:an exciting, an exciting opportunity for us to go back
Alan Carroll:and forth a few times. So I wish you by i wish you success. And I
Alan Carroll:wish you to have a joyful stillness day full of bliss and
Alan Carroll:joy.
Unknown:But it's 80 degrees in New York. And I have an outdoor
Unknown:event. About to go speech at the homeless shelter. Kids fresh out
Unknown:of school, trying to get them to get on a map.
Alan Carroll:Amazing. Well, thank you very, very much. All
Alan Carroll:right, goodbye.